Remastered: A Series About Killing Time and Revisiting Old Ideas

Hi! Seeing me again so soon? Who are you and what have you done with Audrey?

There's a reason why I'm posting a lot more often.. I had to get tested for COVID-19, recently. Where I'm from, when you get tested, you have to isolate until you get a result.. and if you're positive, you have to then isolate at least 10 days from when you first started showing symptoms, depending on how severe your symptoms are and how long it lasts. My province is currently super backlogged when it comes to covid tests(thanks, Pallister, you really fucked us over there), so I'm bored on the internet and want to do something with my time when I get sick and tired of trying to conquer the volcano in Stardew Valley.

So I'm a sitting duck at this point, waiting for my test results, with nothing to do.

I've been looking back at all the blogs I've put out on the internet that I haven't deleted. Links will not be posted, for the sheer embarrassment of their existence, but for references and reminders of writing improvement, they will be kept super duper close to my heart.. in silence. Haha. I realized that I was really passionate about whatever it was that I was writing about in each and every post, but it was never cohesive. These posts were created and meant for a particular purpose, but it served another. For the most part, it was to be vulnerable and to allow myself to articulate what was going on in my feeling brain, so I could heal.. but it was trying to pass as smart, or witty, or even funny sometimes to cover up the pain of being unheard. I always wanted the last word, so many of those posts were written in spite, or some kind of hidden agenda, praying to the universe that those people would read what I had to say so they can come back and apologize. Yikes. 2016-2018 Audrey was very pathetic.

So to repurpose or remaster these thoughts and creative sentiments, I'm going to take these posts from these old blogs, and rewrite them or improve on the vernacular and sentence structure, so it's more current and not so cringe-y.. and hopefully these thoughts would come out as more profound, despite it's immature origins. Since they are now meant to be considered "fiction" or to be of creative purpose, they will now be under the LIKHA category of/on(whichever the right is) my blog.

I'm excited! Not only for something to do, but for a sense of redemption as well. I think revisiting these pieces would help remind me of how far I've come on this healing journey that I've prioritized in 2021.

Without further ado, I'm going to work on them straight away! Stay tuned!